It's lovee;

.Monday, April 30, 2007 ' 9:16 PM Y

today, we got to eat ikan bumbu ( a type of curry), baked potatoes, oatmeal biscuits, fruits, quite a lot of fruit juices..

~Chef Tan (pastry kitchen) believe it or not, he's 70 plus yet so energetic bt his work.

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Chef Kelvin promised to make me chawamushi when he is free.. yay.
he even gave us a ride to the mrt after work so we didn hav to wait for the shuttle service.

~Chef Kelvin (chinese kitchen)

awaiting to take more pics of the people there n form a collage or sth.

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tml is labour day, dun need to go hospital (shiok) and since my family dun have the tradition of celebrating it, i have then decided to dedicate this day to dear! ^.^

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aww, i wanna get my old converse shoes changed le.

their time is up. haha. aft 2 years of rain and sunlight , it had also "kenna" olive oil, yakult and yogurt. yewwl.. good enough reasons?

one more good reason. Alexandra hospital is just next to Queensway Shopping Complex. yay.

i am aiming this adidas shoe.. wait till my pay comes, then the discounted amount will go up eventually. hehe. =)

"Learning* how to love is like learning how to ride a bike; once you know how, you never forget."

*story on learning how to love:

http://www.lovepoetry.com/reflections/reflections_entry.asp?QSubmissionID=4361

With love, Stef

.Friday, April 27, 2007 ' 7:55 PM Y

TOMATOES...

~increases the alkalinity of the blood

~helps remove toxins

~high in vitamin (A, B1, B2, B3) value

~ liver cleanser

Recc: Tomato juice can be used in convalescent diets, in combination with other raw vegetable juices such as celery, parsley, beet, and carrot juice.

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another week is ending... yay!

on top of that, next tues labour day i dun have to go back to e hospital!

tts considered a surprise for us.

been attached to the Muslim kitchen.

helping the chef scoop soup, stir curry, cut onions, ginger, leaves, fish cakes etc.

while asking him for the recipes' methods (tts what we are supposed to do; coming up with a standardised recipe for them), i learnt more bout cooking.

today, another uncle taught me how to cut properly (safely!).

i like to help out,

but i dun like to cook, cos i lazy to cook (haha!)...

however, i have to cook one day.

i promised to learn cooking...

so, why not start at the kitchen. FOC somemore.

today we learnt abit on presentation of the plates using cucumbers, tomatoes n carrots form Chef Kelvin. will be uploading the pics once i recieve from my classmate. =)

tml, Ah Song the cook will show us how to carve flowers out of carrots!

With love, Stef

.Wednesday, April 25, 2007 ' 9:42 PM Y

CuCuMbeRs

...
~cooling food
~digestive aid
~marvelous effect on the skin
~purifying effect on the bowel

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-.- wass wrong with my cbox. i can't see it. lol..

been occupied with attachment in short SIP, and oso research n more research for an online subject called food safety.

for more info, visit www.steftxmfoodsafety.blogspot.com

constructive comments are most welcomed! =)

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need to spend more time with my beloved.

44 days left...

With love, Stef

.Saturday, April 21, 2007 ' 9:42 PM Y

A recent, nice song by jin sha and jj...
its story based, not bad. i like the melody.
though it doesn't speaks of my situation, the lyrics is really close to the heart(erm, don't understand? nvm, i dunnoe how to say)listen for urself and scroll thru the lyrics. =)

笨蛋

冰箱结霜咖啡滚烫
煮不好最简单的早餐
我的生活是一团混乱
维持单身感觉茫然
不喜欢习不习惯
我总是说不出个答案
一个人来又一个人往
怎么让他流连忘返

*我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖

每个早上都想赖床
没有梦是最让人沮丧
我的眼睛盯着天花板
也跑不出任何对象

repeat *

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sat at the hospital is quite slack, so we were able to leave at 4 plus.
wanted to work today aft SIP.
waited for dear and dq to take dinner then go home while they returned to work.
thanks dear, now i noe u worry i tired tts why u dun let me work.
hehe, i v blockhead most of the times de, so ur explaination is really impt. =)
i <3 u!!
~48 days left...
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yucks, i just gobbled down a handful of ants.
bleagh! =p
i left my chrysanthmum tea on the dinning table, and the light wasnt on,
so....
i drank it n walk towards to the tv...
then i rushed to the sink n purge everything out..
yewl!!! gross...
dad even say "it's supposed to be good for u." =x kns!

With love, Stef

.Friday, April 20, 2007 ' 11:44 PM Y

345th post... =)
20 more posts to one yr anniversary. lol.
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the week's ending soon...
it's so sucky la, i have to go work tml, yet another full day.
sian, but then aft work can have dinner with dear n di qiang...
makes my day pass faster somehow..
oh ya, yest i work with mr. 九孔.. haha.
on my last day i think i bring cam to take pic with him etc.
he's a v nice person, haha.. to e extend tt he taught me how to drive the buggy!
w/o asking mi to pay him sch fees.
i drove 3 rounds around the hospital. lol.. FUN!
i think i m getting fatter.. the food is just so nice.
today ate spicy chicken, cheesy pork sausage, egg, veg n rice.
yest also good food like asam fish, seafood skewer.
on top of all these, we have dessert or fruits. =)
everything is wonderful as long as -.- nv come visit us.
pray i stay at F&B, i dun wanna go back to nutrition & dietetics (N&D).
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8th june is his enlistment.
the date seems far, but i noe the day will come sooner than i feel it.
i'm cool bt it...
i won't cry la, i've got bestful ma.. and des, L4, kbox kakis etc.
maybe holidays this yr ask dad bring me to malacca ar, KL ar or even drive to Penang.
then the 2 yrs i wont feel so lonely.
will get used to it de.
just make sure u are alright in there n come out.
then can settle down and discuss bt our future.
N rem to lose some weight hor. =)

With love, Stef

.Tuesday, April 17, 2007 ' 10:57 PM Y

=)
after a tiring day at AH (alexandra hospital),
i went home, bathe n then went to meet dear for dinner n movie. thank u dear!!
super nice, not only becos of the food, ambience, service of the crew...
would have felt the same even if we eat at some kopitiam (but u dun allow, haha!).
thanks for pampering me lo...

~my favourite things...

~cheers!

~crayfish n boneless chicken + baked potato + green peas (which ended up in his stomach)

~baked fish n lamb chop

With love, Stef

.Monday, April 16, 2007 ' 8:23 PM Y

ah, rushing for time!
i have to sleep at 9pm as i promised someone.
tml i have morning shift as in real MORNING!!
6.30am to 2.30pm
its ok la, everyone has to rotate and try working diff shifts to gain more experience.
=) its a learning process...

aft tt, gonna catch movie with my special one (bleagh!).
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today's work basically good.
did some process flowcharts again.. getting the hang of it le.
then we celeb 3 colleagues bday in april.
nice mango cake which poh choo bought.

aft tt, we ate lunch!
fish and chips plus other malay veggies.
ate so much la! tts a plus and minus working in the kitchen.

tot we are finished? no,...
we had free Ben and Jerry's ice cream cone each!
i had the cookie dough one while the others took strawberry cheesecake, choc fudge and cookies and cream. yum...

i feel so sinful. i haven exercised this week.

With love, Stef

.Friday, April 13, 2007 ' 8:29 PM Y

photo theme: Love in the shape of fruits <3!

today went thru orientation day two.
haha, we chatted alot with our senior,

poh choo who is in the F & B dept.
gossip abit.
we got a colleague who looks like "九孔". haha! front ok, but side view really look like him la.
me n cheryl (another sch mate in the same attatchment) were doing work at the computer table, and he floated by a couple of times. i had to contain my laughter. lol. but, he's eng is damn powderful...

v funny, we see him and will stop awhile looks at each other and giggle. *slap my mouth*
works getting better and better...
helping out in a function tml cos they need ppl to carry stuff!
i m the right person.. working at ntuc helps.. ^.^v
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working at F & B and kitchen means knocking off punctually! =)
then, took train and so sway saw jin loong and his dark circles which comes with free eye bags... opps... haha
no la, joking only...
so happy see him (i miss L4 la), talk bt SIP stuff.
all the ppl around me working hrs shorter than my company lo.
but then, his is at clementi.. er, i dun wan to exchange mine for tt.. haha.

~memories of L4 since 2005 (miss u gals so much!!)

and of cos all my old pals... collage coming up in the next post!
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mum went to thailand le. then tml morn dear go m'sia.
dad wanna go drink, dun wanna buy dinner for me.
he says he's giving me a chance to go out with my friends.
what the hell..bro got CCA till late evening.
so, i verbally "dragged" 2 persons ( yq and alex)

to watch movie and have dinner with me tml aft work.
haha...
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VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships (really meh? i dun tink so). Someone loves them right now(YES!). Caring. Smart. Loud (Talkative YA Haha). Loyal. Easy to talk to.

Everything you ever wanted.Easy to please (extremely true!!!).
The one and only.

"Life is beautiful."

With love, Stef

.Thursday, April 12, 2007 ' 8:28 PM Y

first day of the orientation...
ended at 4.15pm.
its nice for a change, at least i dun have to take a crowded mrt.

love the tea break!!
prepared by Uncle Tan the pastry chef...
he's a super cute guy, in his 70s and yet he is constantly seeking ways to improve in his work and creating new foods for the people. admirable right!
impressed by some of the speakers.
kinda brainwashed abit. haha...
some staff approached us and ask us wad we wanna be etc.
just smile smile.. haha.
but, i dun really noe if i wanna join AH aft graduation.
dun feel like working in hospital.
dad n cousin were saying tt we are like cheap labour..
6 full days = $240
lol.. haven recoup back my losses for buying blouse and shoes la.
-.-

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gonna be quite quiet next 2 days...

first, mum's going thailand to take part in their "water splashing" festival with my aunts.
so nice la. see she can get clothes for me anot. haa..
cos she say the place is surrounded by at least 20 shopping centres.
but, one day can shop what?
hmm, i will become part-time homemaker...

second, dear's going m'sia to attend wedding and visit aunt.
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supper looking fwd to sunday when i will finally have a short break during the night as ah leow having bbq. =)
change work shift to morning though...
so long since i work morning.
miss the aunties' laughter and crapping.

"You would still have my heart until the end of time."

With love, Stef

.Wednesday, April 11, 2007 ' 9:17 PM Y

great day at work today, cos i got out the clutches of (m$#o!&). lol.
the kitchen is a good place to learn,
me and cheryl worked on a few tasks today...
collating feedback frm patients, creating questionaires, to sorting diets and tasting new foods (like cookie, egg puff, choco cake & apple pie) created by the pastry chef uncle Tan!!...
not saying nutrition & dietetics not good.
but, the people at the F & B are so helpful and smiley...
kinda like working at Ntuc fp.
but my happiness is not going to last long as we have to rotate departments so we get exposed to different parts of the hospital.
gotta rest early today cos we gonna attend an early orientation tml and it will end early.
hopefully, can see dear tml. ")
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this is the great song u are listening to...
esp for u dear, listen to it with ur heart *^.^*
Martina McBride
Valentine

If there were no words

No way to speak I would still hear you

If there were no tears No way to feel inside I'd still feel for you

* And even if the sun refused to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme

You would still have my heart until the end of time

You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

All of my life I have been waiting for

All you give to me

You've opened my eyes

And shown me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before

But in my dreams I couldn't love you more

I will give you my heart Until the end of time

You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

La la la ... [Repeat *]

'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine

You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

With love, Stef

.Tuesday, April 10, 2007 ' 9:50 PM Y

wee, second day wasn't tt bad cos our super not around. =p
finally finished the posters, tml i have to report to kitchen to experience how food service and catering works.
besides that, why i was happier was becos dear met me at Queenstown mrt and then we had dinner at pasir ris town park "zhi cha", yum yum!
how i hope he has to go "chop" his passport everyday, so we can go home tog.
FAT HOPE!
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身边歌词-品冠
演唱:光良&品冠

坐在你的身边是种满足的体验
看你看的画面过你过的时间
天也晴了花也开了微风也沉醉
虽然你不说话却也早已万语千言
分分秒秒显得清澈又珍贵
只有你才能给我这种感觉
不管心多疲倦梦想还有多远
有你陪伴一切都无所谓
我要陪你擦拭每个昨天相片日记书签
有暖意慢慢浮现我要用默默的体贴
让你睁开双眼看见昨夜梦想都实现
我也愿意帮你打扫房间把身体好好锻练
好让你觉得安全让你记得我的优点
无论任何时间对我非常想念非常想念
我也愿意帮你打扫房间把牌技好好演练
陪你母亲打八圈为你写下盈泪诗篇
感觉就像触电才会对我想念非常想念
我也帮你打扫房间帮你的爸爸戒烟
帮你兄弟姐妹买早点让你时刻觉得很炫
生活过得很休闲对我非常想念非常想念

With love, Stef

.Monday, April 09, 2007 ' 9:02 PM Y

first day of SIP...
-.- not happy n not sad.
it was just my luck i got attached there.
so Fun and Challenging (eres an underlying meaning -_-)
not 8.30 to 5pm.. its 5.30pm.
but dragged till 6 plus in the end.
so defeated..
how can? this is the first day. 71 more days to go.
must treat it as a learning experience, though quite fake to say i enjoy it.
but, nevertheless i shall make tml a better day.
make the best out of what i have.

blogging and finding research for the task to come: set up booth for eye centre to educate ppl and promote fruits n veggies.
~ku zhong zhuo le

~thanks to mum to made great dinner
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to bestful whom i suspect lives somewhere near my brain as she always understands and can tell and feel exactly how i feel...
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last but definitely not least, i am so grateful to dear.

for waiting for me to send me home.

can't imagine myself doing that..( pray next life i dun become a guy. lol)

U are my strength to move on!

relax, be postive. i will do just that. thanks!

love u sooo much.

~just like the candy... <3!!!>

"I have no idea where I'd be. If it wasn't for meeting you

With love, Stef

.Wednesday, April 04, 2007 ' 6:15 PM Y

phew, my com is trying to makeme happy by being good. =)
tts sth to cheer me up, haha.
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now, my left arm is hurting soo much.
the injected area is a bit swollen, i cant even raise my arm.. at least the headache is gone.

~dinner at Cafe Cartel again..lol. i tink ey should give us an anniversary card someday..

~ soft shell crab n prawn platter

~nice yummy pork chops..

~thanks for the rose dear. <3!

~Love, it takes two hands to clap...

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thanks guys for the concern and advice, i really appreciate it. my bestest buddies for soo long n counting! arigatoo gozaimasu!

With love, Stef

. ' 2:33 PM Y

happy first month yesterday.
my com died on me yest, but i will try my best to upload the pics and blog.

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been through quite a bit of stressed lately, i call it the pre-attachment stress.
going to go into a "No Life" 3 mths phase next week onwards.
alexandra hospital, 8.30am to 5pm, mon to fri sat/sun
have just went to take my thypoid injection at AH. one and a half hours to travel.. bravo!
found out sun there's no shuttle service available.
argh! =x

With love, Stef

.Monday, April 02, 2007 ' 12:00 PM Y

~on a nice friday evening...

~we celebrated dear's friend's birthday... =)

~with lots of great food...

~zuo zhi, me, c.huiling, pengwen, genecia, l.huiling

~peng wen treated us desserts at Cafe Cartel.. (thank u!)

~the dark choc brownie obession.. =x sooo sweet.

~lovers' fantasy

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haha, finally i m richer by 20 bucks cos mum strike lottery, but then again i could use tt money to pay phone bills... so i m back to zero excess? =x have to bite myself to survive.. lol, kidding la.

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gotta go prepare for sch.. yucky computer lessons. =p

With love, Stef