saturday...

met up with zj, des and david. thanks for acc me find books on food additives at e library. aw,... they went off to bugis and PS. tried to lure me by telling me wa they would be shopping for. argh!!! nvm, i decided to work morn shift next sat to go out with them.. aha! then, my mum was saying," i tot u say don't like to work in the morn cos lil pay and v tiring.." haha... ... well, sometimes, i have to make exceptions.


hurray... k-boxing on mon! looking forward to that... but, that means i have to stay up reading books to complete my research that is due on tuesday.. =(


"It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel."

Though We Are Different
Though We Are Different from Each Other,
All That Matters to Me
Is That We Love Each Other
I often wonder what
made us fall in love
with each other
We are so different
from each other
Our strengths
and weaknesses
are so different
Our ways
of approaching things
are so different
Our personalities
are so different
Yet our love
continues to grow and grow
Perhaps the differences
we have add to the
excitement of our relationship
and I know that both of us
as a team are stronger
than either of us alone
We are basically different from
each other
but we have so many
feelings and emotions in common
And it really doesn't matter
why we fell in love
All that matters to me
is that we continue
to respect and love
each other
-Poem by Susan Polis Schutz

http://www.homeandholidays.com/files2/viewarticle.php?articleid=3464

disappointed...

i want and i need to talk... face to face is best...
its the only way to make it better...

i need a status...

"Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed;
to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed;
to those who still need love even though they've been hurt before."

"A sad thing about life is that sometimes you meet someone who means alot to you only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go."

went to s'pore Expo.. argh! wew got cheated to wear formal... people wearing slippers or jeans can get in oso... humph!

ate lots of stuff... durian chocolate, sesame ice cream, etc. we view a vegetable n fruit sculpting... so amazing!! should have brought my cam along... haizz..

stayed around till 2.20pm and took the bus back to sch.

went for lab. we tried a software, "FoodWorks" on nutrition assessment. we had to do a 24-hr recall on wad we ate... and then find out the composition of the foods.


"Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance and you find that you still care for that person."

my timetable:
mon 9am - 7pm
tues 9am- 4pm
wed 8am - 6pm
thurs 8am - 4pm
fri 9am - 4/5pm

my subjects this sem:
Applied Food Sanitation
Food Ingredients
Catering Technology (non-examinal)
FPQA
Nutrition Across The Life Span
CDS: sociology



the stress is coming... i have one tutorial assignment and PBL assignment (FPQA Food Preservation and Quality Assurance) on hand already...



tml will be such an fun and interesting day... will be attending a once in 2/3 yrs event @Expo with school.
event name: Food Hotel Asia Exibition (international food & hospitality event)
dress code is formal, so you can imagine the people we might meet... people with high status in food industry etc.


"The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves,
and not twist them with our own image;
otherwise, we love only our own reflection of ourselves that we find in them."

first day of school... not bad... no stress cos the lecturers only go through study guides only. now i am free till 6pm!!! that will be sociology lec.. yay! in same clas as jun jie and sin ee.. woohoo!

after tt, going to TM meet jing xian, jun xuan, caiting and her friends...

finally, i have to meet sam, borrow her socio textbk.


hey minasan, nice poem i came across...

Can You Ever Love Me for Me?

by: Miriam Campo

Can you ever love me for me?

For the me that I am true and true

Can you love me with my imperfections?

Can you see me as I am and not as what you want me to be?

Can you ever love me for me?

For the me that makes mistakes and speaks without thinking

Can you love me even when I am unreasonable?

Can you see me as I am and not for the Angel you seek?

Can you ever love me for me?

For the me that cries when a stranger child is hurt

Can you love me when I am sad without me having a reason to be?

Can you see me as I am not as what I once was?

Can you ever love me for me?

http://www.homeandholidays.com/files2/viewarticle.php?articleid=4525

Distance Never Separates

Distance never separates
Two hearts that really care;

For memory spans the miles
And in seconds we are there.

We hear the voice, we see the smile,
And deep inside we know

That friends remain a part of us
Wherever we may go.

So we can visit anytime,
No matter when or where...

For distance never separates
Two hearts that really care.

Emily Matthews

http://www.homeandholidays.com/files2/viewarticle.php?articleid=5135

kbox with my tomodachi-s Jocelyn and Yile... quality: not bad. would have enjoyed it more if only i hadn't been down with bad throat, if the mic wasnt faulty, if they had chicken rice to offer instead of just nasi brani OR Laska. after one try of nasi brani,.. of cos i chose Laska.. had no choice. the person told me it's not soo hot.. so yea,.. try it! well, it had to be a bit spicy.. if not then why call it laska?? duh! =x okay, back to topic... the chinese tea [=( ] was sooo bitter, so yile got her friend working ere bring us some sugar. i added 2 packets.. hoho. maybe it wasn't tt bitter but my sense of taste was damaged remember?


met up with sam n des back at whitesands... me and sam bought a tin of Famous Amos cookies from him.. help him ma.. wad are friends for?

sam,.. thanks for the gifts! arigatoo gozaimasu...


at home, i thought my voice was ok and that my throat could take it since i drank bitter chinese tea and lots of water... so, when my mum offered me curry puffs. i did not hesitate. argh! ate the wrong one, ate sardine puff which was extra hot... eee, i prefer potato lo. but had to finish it... in the end, the potato curry puff oso in my tummy... OH NO... sense sth bad. throat pathway seems clear...


upon reaching work, my voice changed while conversing with Jason. hmm,.. sexy voice. lol! drank lots of plain water, honey and some ginger thingy drink. AH. no help...


"my thoughts of u are always sweet,
for u have made my life complete!"

feeling better... throat not so swollen already.


"negative thoughts are the world's most communicative diseases. Morecatching than any known virus, and just as deadly."

i'm having a headache (too much sleep..haha.) and a swollen throat (heaty ba..)...
going to rest at home,...


"Be contented with what you have, but
never too contented with what you are."

finished k box session just now...
not fantastic... find something to blame on? tt'll be be the Nasi Brani loh. wahaha... so HOT!!


now i shall idle around at home... not quite diffcult to pass time on a off day, but 2 consecutive offs is a bit too much for me, lol. =P


"sometimes the one thing that pleases me most...
is simply seeing you."

where am i??

i m located at e extreme left...

" A-N-T-O-R... L4, L4, L4..."

L4 in ascending order... wan zi, me, yile and yong ying.

BOO!!

wan zi and me posing as "pirated v.s original sadako"... =x

edited one... yy addded smoke to it.

me and ying giving wan zi her first kiss... ~woohoo! look how excited she is. =p

i tried to rape wan zi... ~lolz we were laughing while posing...

me n yy

yile, me and jing yi

man-hunt contestants

this is Victor... a joker. he's one of our head! (p.s dun pay attention to the shadow behind him.)

other heads in blue tee... from left; Alwyn followed by yao ming, then on right wei qi.

last day of camp. i wasn't around le.. =p

top (from left) : serene, jing yi, judy, yile and yan qi

bottom: ah boon, kenneth aka crockroach, kit kat and chee leong

went for a haircut in the morning after brunch. having kfc home delivery later on.
actually i came back from camp yest. had a nice sleep. slept till nine plus in the morn and then took a solid 3 hrs nap. think i had compensated for e lack of sleep already.


abt the whole camp?? bored, tired and enjoyable.


BORED:
diffcult time to pass after admin work and serving meals.

TIRED:
managed only 2 to 4 hrs of sleep.

ENJOYABLE:
opened many mini concerts of my own,
learned to play silent heart attack (managed to stay at level 0!! yay... ), polar bear game, n foosball (getting better at it =))
get to do n create lots of cheers.


took some pics but can only upload them after i get em from yy and jingyi.


now i only hope L4 stays together. it's only some minor disputes which accumulated up tt was too much for one to take. ganbatte kudasai!!!


"The more I learn the more I loveThe more my heart can't get enough"

going off tml. camp starting at 7am...

see u guys in 1 week's time.

but, most prob... wed i ll meet u my dear. ^o^ muacks!


"it's nice to be important, but it's more important to be nice."

snapshots of a special guest; fabian's gf. hee =p

first up, pork chop plus bee hoon

butter flavoured sotong n prawns... n my fave!!! sweet potato...

nice colour... this is barbequed sweet corn. owner: clement

christopher looking satisfied with the food... "oishii desu!"

chris the reindeer. p.s e horns are made of satay.. hehe :0)

cai ting n me

me and florence

jenny and her cute daughter, jolin

Learn to respond to someone crying by just listening. passing a person a tissue may be just
another way to shut them down, to take them out of their experience of sadness and grief. just listen. When they have cried all they need to cry, they find you there with them.


"A loving silence often has far more powerto heal and to connect than the most well intentioned words."

"If You Cant Climb the Wall, Build a Door!" CHARLES LEVER

<3

"It’s notWHAT you say, but HOW you say it that counts! "

Happy April Fool's to me...


2 events of the day:

first, i will spend my day at home trying to finish up NARUTO. hope kiam finds back the comic he misplaced. if not,... i shall share the costs of getting new ones. =(


second, slog at work in the morn. changed quite suddenly. was so panicky. couldnt breathe while brisk walking to work. haha...


phew,... tml morn shift. can have lunch with caiting. =)
after tt,... got special delivery service to someone special.... wahaha... ;)

added at 9.37pm:
i m such a fool today...
y??
u sld be the judge.


went to TM wif mum n uncle to help get a new phone for her... waited for like an hr or so b4 being attended. was ok for me. stood there watching people walk here n there.


then, went to sit at the benches of Mos Burger. ordered drinks, and ate Tori Q... oishii desu ne,.. but kinda salty. next, went to the shop "BLAZING" to sell 6100 at $70. could get a higher price if not for the faulty apeakers, according to the man...


then, it was 6 plus le. took bus to my bro's sch Greenview to watch him in the parade. but, by e time we were there. e security said, "parade over mdm, now they are having sppech in the hall."


-_- so we went off. mum wanted to go back tamp get the receipt form the man and retrieve her contacts as she saved it in phone. so, i decided to walk home... in HEELS!!! pro... one heel, e rubber came out, haha. my mum was saying, "how do u walk?" =x


walk till PRCS (former sec sch), i realised i didn bring hse keys... i wanna scream.. haha. ipod low batt, no naruto manga with me... but, ok la, got xin min newspaper... n a nice surprise who brighten me up... b4 tt i was fed up after calling kiam, who had pms.. if i knew, i wouldn't call. made me feel worst, wanna hang up phone oso cannot. but, now ok le lar... haha. we were just using each other as venting machine.


sat at the bench near lift under block... n the outcome? 5 big mosquito bites!! shld have listened to u... ...


my heart feels lighter ever since i told...
take it slow and easy... only 17 ma.

"It all depends on what's important to you." The cricket

Stefenie
21 with Class 3 driving license^^
26 August 1988
RMIT Biz Mgmt Year 2
Florist P/T
visit my flower gallery

to live life to e fullest
to love my family, bf, friends evenMORE x3 :)
to kick dear's bad habit
to brush up on parking skills
to graduate and find a good job

The Music PlayingY

Darlinks;Y

BREAKAWAYS;Y

Sweet Memories;Y