woke up at 8.45am today.
went to e market w mum to buy things for my cousin's chalet cum bbq.
god, my throat hurts. this is called inflammed throat / hou long fa yan(chinese). ya! small case onli. not much to worry actually. just zip up my mouth n everything ll be fine. hopefully!


recap on class bbq.
27th oct which is a thursday.
i n wan zi meet at 2.30pm. then we ate a curry puff. ya, for lunch. meet fiona n ming hui at mac, n went ntuc fairprice to buy sweet corns n potatoes, drinks, tongs, brush n stuff.
reach e place at bt 3plus? ya, thereabout.
i lovee e sweet potatoes. not bad la. quite a bunch of ppl couldnt make it. hmm... yile too. cos she got work. stewpid GV! =p
when i wanna go home, it rained cats n dogs. sharks... but, dun care lar. shared umbrella w wan zi. than, sam shelter wan zi...n took e umbrella back. but, he made wan zi drenched.. haiyo!

sch going to start next wk.

"u never lose by loving. u lose by holding back love."

hope almost all of u recieved my email bt happiness. does it ring a bell to ya?! hope it does. v meaningful to me! =D my dad sent it to me.

for those who hasn't got any idea what tt is:

"the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides." ~ Author Unknown ~

lotsa goodies at home, n guess what. my dad borrowed "stairway to heaven" from my aunt. haha! yes,.. my dad is infuenced by me. he love e show too! woo hoo!

then, last night short circuit a while. i was drinkin milk n suddenly black out. i walk towards e controller(wadeva u call tt) n then nearly got a scare, cos my mum walked out from her room. haha.. =D

later, ere ll be a guest for dinner; jing xian...
then, we go work tonight cos it's cheng keong's off day...

provided by cheng keong's journal:
"Life is replete with comedy, drama, horror, suspense, tragedy, romance, mystery, fantasy and a Goo dose of fiction. While at times the plot may seem to be lacking, the special effects alone are well worth the price of admission." – Derek R. Audette

aha,.. finally i got e photos(taken on my birthday celeb) from david yest.
*26 August'05*




parents coming back in e afternoon, yay! miss them soo much. ok, i hear protests.. "it's onli 3 days!" =p

"diffcult times always create opportunities for u to experience more love in your life."

went to bugis yest(sat) w cheng keong n yong quan. bought stefanie sun's cd at $7 only. all thanks to my cousin wan ting as well.. i m a mountain turtle... sobx. all this while i buy cds from cd rama. stewpid!!

then, we went to e temple.

coincidentally, we saw zj, her sis n bro n her mum. nice hairdo aunty. =D

"Take the life that you have and give it your best.Think positive, be happy. being happy matters the most."

S.T.E.F.E.N.I.E.: Synthetic Technician Engineered for Fighting, Efficient Nullification and Immediate Exploration

tis is my cyborg name...
e webby: http://cyborg.namedecoder.com


went prcs,... first to be ere. horray! then, zj, des n jun jie came.. proceeded to staff room n we went in straight(well, aft some deep thinkin) aft tt, chatted w mrs ang at canteen table no. 13 (n btw yest is fri!). went back to find mrs lim n chatted wif her n ms chua in e staff lounge.. ate nice swiss rolls... i love e choco one, ah.. which reminds me of a v sad thing tt happened. =( i have an internal pimple on e side of my nose.... it hurts me sooo much! esp when i yawn.. ouch! my
lacrimal glands ll get activated immediately(acc to yile). which means i ll start tearing.

ntuc chalet meeting went well... okie, 5 peeps paid up le. e rest,... noe wad to do hor. i noe u all working. but, s'pore so small n we live nearby... ...

class bbq is confirmed on thurs! so i ll have to change my off. hmm, guess it ll be fun, yea! cos L4 ll be attending. right?

yest i was V V pissed off by a funny-looking guy in jeans... idiotic fellow. ARGH!!! crapper... i was busy, cant u read? i wanna tear u into pieces! bleah =p

"u can never feel truly loved if u don't let others see who u really are inside."

ohh.... it's such a small world. L4 listen up: rem wan zi told us bt e gd-lookin waiter at amara hotel she saw bt a few mths back? a guy called artono. yea! he's cheng keong's new classmate tis sem. lol.... i told wan zi bt it le(jus now).

woked up early(9am) today... cos i tot of going to bedok to eat w my mum n aunties. went to bathe straightaway... then halfway through, i remembered i was supposed to meet w zj n des at sch bus-stop(PRCS), to visit teachers. so, here i am at home online...

here's e plan: 2pm go PRCS, 4pm go mac for ntuc chalet meeting, 6.30pm work... lucky jing xian oso working.. if one person can work to death.. ok la, too exaggerating. =p

hmm,... my family going m'sia sat till mon. yup, thank goodness my brother oso going.
i m not,... i ll be working. ;)

oohhhh, i have got a good piece of news. for myself. i recieved a mag from m1: it's so affordable now to chat with our revised rates @22c for e first min, and e lowest rate at 15c from third min onwards! Sms at 5c! yea... it's true, i tried le... yipee! but then, my mum told me " ah, like that, u dun have to change phone le, can continue using... " well,... let me consider bt tt... lol

"u don't develop courage by being happy in your relationships everyday. u develop it by surviving diffcult times and challenging adversity."

to clear things up w kenny... haha. lol.
i dun mean to tag 3 tyms on david's results okie... it's becos i m using e sch ocm then ey say error. that is why i tried puttin tt comment 3 tyms. how i know it ll come out 3 times r. anyway, i still cant tag my own tagboard using my home com. you say, "why?" and i reply, "beats me, i reckon it's my com configuration." n u could continue flooding my tagboard. i dun mind. ;)

meeting qi n zj for lunch later,... so i go bathe now. bye! thanks peeps for using e comments corner. tt way i can reply. *sobx* so touched

"if u aren't good at loving yourself, u'll have a diffcult time loving anyone, since u'll resent e time and energy u give another person tt u aren't giving to yourself."

today's my off day...
okie, i ll talk bt wad i m eating today.
breakfast: wholemeal bread w breakfast ham, strawberry yogurt drink
lunch: maggi mee... i did e cooking, yea.. it's edible, okie. so healthy. look at e ingredients. cabbage, lettuce carrots and a crabmeat. 5 diff colours. e one on e right is my bro's, cos he hates carrots. i dun understand... it's good for our eyesight!
tea: strawberry pound cake
dinner: not sure yet
aft dinner: strawberries
dessert: strawberry yogurt
wad i m trying to say is, i m filling myself w lotsa vitamin K today. woo hoo!

uh oh, we couldnt get the ntuc chalet @ downtown east. so we try Costa Sands lo. haha! n we ll be having a meeting,. er no... a discussion abt it. time: friday(21st oct) at 4pm. venue: wsd mac

yest, went to sch to play bad w yile n peeps(cephas n aloysius).. wan zi working so couldnt join us. there were some activities going on beside us in the sports complex. some ppl from japan come here. n our sch jap cultural club play host to them. aft e game, we ate lunch at engine 1. yummy pork chop.
then, i took bus to wsd to meet my mum for grocery shopping at ntuc. but b4 tt, i went to find zj, but to no avail. so i chatted w mr pang. then, met jing xian n zj at food court...

quotes to build up my self- esteem(not tt it's v low):
"there's more to happiness and life than an hourglass figure."
"true beauty is having substance beyond just physical beauty."

breakfast was special; cheese n blueberry chiffon cakes.
argh! it's been raining all day long... =( since 10.30am till now... hope it cheers up soon.
sunday but i have to work. its ok, cos i ve got company...
tml playing badminton w yile n peeps.

yay! wan zi passed her hap supp pp! horray!! congrats gal!!!

take care ppl, ja ne!

" keeping the magic alive in your relationship means learning how to fall in love with your partner over and over again."

how i spent my off day

10.30am: woke up have breakfast
11am: went siglap, parents n bro had brunch( breakfast cum lunch.. not e tree branch hor uncle.) went to grandparents hse watch tv a while... its so humid ere. n so, my mum suddenly told mi to get e car keys n asked me to reverse e car. my dad who was reading e newspaper all e while, put down his pp n stared at mi, as if daring me to go.. haha! now u noe y i m so crappy huh? got some of it from my mum n dad's genes.
12pm: went to pump patrol, god... petrol prices are so high nowadays. imagine, it took $50 plus to fill the whole tank n now it costs my dad( yea, not only my dad.. lol!) bt $70- $80. then my dad drove around while we decide where to go... then, he brought up e idea of drivin in to sentosa musical fountain... cool! so happy...( but in e end didn go lor... haha. cos he wanna watch e lengendary heroes or sth.. e condors tt one)
we went to causeway point in e end, yea.. then we bought a new water kettle n a sewing machine at courts. good!! then, my mum can alter my skirts for mi. then, we went to foodcourt.. i drank a v nice milkshake... guess e flavour! aha, tt's right. Strawberry milkshake.. yum yum.
3.20pm: my dad decide to go to seletar golf range to practise his chipping, bro went along w him while my mum n sat on e bench nearby. lucky i got my mp3 w mi... if not i ll be bored to death. then, i got myself a new pair of golf gloves as my old one tear le. haha.. it takes a pro to do tt bah. nah! rubbish.. =p
nearing 5pm: we went home to rest a bit... got to know jing xian's sick.. haiyoh. so poor thing, exams cuming but sick. hope u r feeling better today(sunday), kiam!
6pm plus: we went to changi village to have dinner. went to e fisher village restaurant, but unfortunately it wasnt open. got to know aft tt, tt it's because there was a fire. aww... so we went to "coraL reef" restaurant... so romantic sia, got sea view.. woo hoo! e food ere quite nice. but, prob is its shorthanded cos all e ataff ere part-time one. e lady had to run here n there. so i suggested she should consider wearing rollerblades to my family. haha. aft tt, my mum told her bt tt.. lol!

" the more anger u carry towards e past, e less capable u are of loving in e present."

the value of managing anger

There was once a couple who had been married for 60 years.
they kept no secrets from each other-- except tt she had a shoe box at the top of her closet tt he was never to open.
One day, the women became terminally ill.
She agreed tt it was time to let her husband open the box.
In it were 2 crocheted dolls and $25,000.
She explained: " when we were to be married, my grandmother told me that e secret of a happy marriage was anger management.
"She told me tt if i ever got angry with u, i should crochet a dol to calm down."
The old man was moved. Only 2 dolls were in the box -- so she had only been angry w him twice in 60 years.
He said:" honey, what about the $25,000?"
She replied:"Oh, that's e money i made from selling the dolls i knitted."

nice story? it was found in the new paper.
my stomach is hurtin on n off, but i feel better now. i suppose i might be suffering from IBS (irritable bowel syndrome) i guess i wont go abt it further,... it'' ll Make u ppl bored huh?

p.s tml is my off day, n it'll be family day.. cya! take care my friends.. here's a nice quote for all of u:
"the time to tell people u care about how much you love & need them is now, while they're still around to appreciate it."

"Happiness is not getting what you want, it's wanting what you've got."
Author Unknown

hey ppl, refering to e ntuc gang. namely jing xian, zj, des, cheng keong, weibin, aidil, wee siang, huiling, alvin, see hua, n etc. best keep urselves free on 5th nov sat. we ll be having a chalet on 4th to 6th nov. 5th is of cos e bbq... yup! it's not confirmed yet though. must see if we can get it. ll keep u all updated.

good news, my sch(applied sci n IT) canteen is officially opened. yay, no need to go other sch borrow canteen to eat le. woo hoo! it's air-conditioned!

"love isn't like fat or cholesterol--- there is no need to limit our consumption of it, no sense in assuming that less love is better than more love."

today's yile aka L3's birthday. (written on 12th oct)

we (yile, wan zi, yy n me) went somerset cineleisure... haha, then we had to choose b/w kbox n movies. result: we bought "dark waters" movie ticks. we went to eat at a jap restaurant. birthday gal ate cold soba(it's really cold!), yy ate tempura chicken while wan zi n me ate tempura fish. next, wan zi n yy gave yile her present, while i pretended tt i didn manage to finish her present(cross stitched a bag for her) on tym. haha! then aft tt i sliped it into a bag. sounds kinda silly. i guessed yile knew all ese while ba. am i right?
b4 e movies start, we bought some korean snacks from dodo club. yummy!!
wad can i say bt tt movie? it didn give me creeps last night though as i was too tired.. slept w/o tinkin of e movie at all.. good!! actually, we got scared at some parts of e show cos there were a few gals screaming n shrieking at like nothing. so silly!! haha, lucky wan zi was beside me... so i wasnt freaked out.

we left e place at bt 3pm... then yile n yy dropped off at tampines while i went to wsd(whitesands) to buy newspaper for mum n look for zj n jing xian to discuss bt e nutc chalet. then, i saw jin loong, my classmate abt to leave wsd. so, we chatted for quite some time. n then i went to meet zj n kiam.

nearing 5pm, we walked to my hse bus stop... manage to get jing xian to walk. zj cycled.

then, i went to work.
last night, my battery is totally flattened out... someone said i was like a dead body.. =p

"when you focus on your partner's lack of beauty, your eyes become the enemy of your loving relationship."

mum's (2005-1966)th birthday today...
woke up at 9 plus.. acc mum to market. just came home frm ere. Then, i am going to tampines ntuc yea, buy sum groceries... cos my lil cousin yuki shares e same bday as my mum n my aunt ey all coming. she's v cute de. (hopefully, i can get a pic of her later b4 i got to work..) but, behaves v boyishly. instead of dolls, she prefers guns and knives. haha. we got her bubbles guns, some learning stuff for her, and hello kitty tidbits.
mum's cooking curry n fish bluff noodles today.

so, today i was supposed to go badminton w yile n guys... dunnoe if tt's cancelled. i turn it off, cos it's my mum's big day. i oso turned off e blading session w adeline. anyway, i dunnoe how to blade up till now... haha. ll find time... ya, say onli ma. i will, okay!

yest, my dear friends sam(shorthand for samantha) n des were too tired from work. so, i went to see e movie w pck n yyq instead. okie, it was enjoyable... i like e show. but, it's not a v happy ending.. but, its real in a sense tt u cant turn back time. what has happened had passed, no use looking back. look forward n smile =) for smile is a curve tt straightens everything up. blah blah..

tml's yile bday... yeah! L4's 3rd outing(issit? i lost count...) n it ll be at orchard/ somerset.. having lunch tog n we might be catching a movie(again?!)... woohoo!! :D

"having healthy relationships with people means loving them for what they are now, not for what you hope they will be like tomorrow."

wei bin's bday today... happy 17th bday!!
Busy busy...
FRIDAY:
spent e aft noon at desmond's which is cheng husan's hse.. huh?? to do onde onde. i arrived at 2pm... then they (des, zj n kenny) came at 2.30pm. haha, so i chatted w his parents.. =) i seriously tink it's better to make onde onde at kenny's hse. tis time round its really a failure. 1. becos of my lack of strength, the gula melaka which was supposed to be cut into cube form became minced... as in like minced meat, 2. forgot to buy sweet potatoes, 3. replaced grated coconut w peanut n sesame seeds n 4. used plain flour instead of gultinous flour for e 2nd making... e results: first one was okay, but u should see e green.. yup.... tt's e colour. cos des poured "too little" colouring. haha.. sarcarstic. okay, give me a min, let me flip through my sci in food prep notes. ok, got it. basically, glutinous flour does not form gluten n plain flour ll cause gluten network to form. tt's y e 2nd round we used plain flour, e onde onde turned out to be erm, like pau or huat kuey(for prayin de) in des's opinion. haha.. wad a cookin disaster. then in bw waiting time(boil swt potatoes) we played mahjong. p.s i wanted to take a photo of e onde onde but when i woke up today, it was gone.. dunnoe in whose stomach.

went home bt 5pm plus... then i prepared for work.

work was a disaster as well... haha. many many things to do. baskets, dried food, cans, biscuits n yogurt ( stupid meiji yougurt everytime offer), n oso instant noodles (tis is a must as its fast selling).
oh ya, almost forgot to mention: i was replenishing e dried goods area. then, ere's tis chap(a guy la) who kept lurking around tt area. he looked kinda weird... lol, cos of e apron he held in his hand. it's dark blue in colour. then, i was doing one stuff he stood on my right looked at some stuff, then said sorry. next he went to my left n fiddled w a packet of glutinous rice n said sorry. all e while i had question marks in my head. haha. i didn look at him... i went off instead. =p
kenny n his family came nearing 9pm to buy some grocery.
special thanks to ck, for e ride. although its like sun bian.

to peishan, so sorry gal... i didn hav ur handphone no, tt's y i didn reply. lets's play badminton next tym.. er, like next wk?

later, i m going to meet samantha (zj), n then we go kenny's hse tog for lunch n dinner. for me, it ll be lunner (lunch cum dinner.. dotx..)
tml, i m goin to watch movie "tong meng qi yuan) w zj, yyq, pck n desmond(going if only we go princess to watch... haha, hearing some advices frm pck n yyq). =D happi!

ers' really sth wrong w my pay... i m short of 17 hrs pay.. tt means i can change phone next mth. so sad. :(

" if you want people to love you for what's inside you n not just for what they see on the outside, you must be willing to do the same for them."

gossip!! sth happened last night @ work. a guy tried to steal 6 cans of beer n e security caught him... yea,... it happened kinda fast.. lots of struggle.. like i was watchin a movie... all i can say is pck u r my hero. haha... aft tt, ere's tis well, irritating woman who approached pck.. she (a trained psychologist) started preaching us saying, " young ppl like u should think about other ppl,.. wad if one day ur dad does this.. do u tink tis man really wans to do tis. y do u wanna catch ppl n put them into jail...." ... ... well, i guess one has to pay for their own misdeeds. wass done cant be undone. e fact tt he struggled a lot n caused hurt to ppl irks me... nightmare!!

" when u let go of your judgements and create a moment of connection with another person, you take the first step toward being truly compassionate."

i slept for bt 11 hrs... haha, might as well become a pig.... opps its 1.50pm. started tis entry at 1.20pm... then i was "busy" chatting away on msn. think of a creative way to advertise a mp3, que posted by pck. haha...

hey i got a new feature on my blog... look below credits. isnt it cute??

take care my friends, wherever u are headin to. here's a meaningful quote for ya:

"no matter what age u are, or what your circumstances might be, you are special, and u still have sth unique to offer. your life, becos of who u are, has meaning."

today is samantha's bday,.. in case u dun noe, she's zj.. ;)
We (jing xian, huiling, wee siang, wei bin n mi of cos...) desmond say he tired, aidil had sth on... so, we celeb for her at marina south.. haiya, i wanted to fly kite de.. but... well, it ll be so dark le by e tym we reach ere. haha. ate till, i tink my stomach nearly burst. oh ya, i n zj cooked some special dishes... u wouldn wanna noe what ey were. =D

went to sch at bt 11am to play badminton w yile, doll ling, cephas n aloysius till 1pm. wan zi stayed at home to study for her supp. saw a dead housefly at our court... then bt half an hr later, it began to attract ants... more and more...goose pimples oso come out le. the ants combined eir forces to carry the fly... haha, so cute... then, i n doll ling tried to trap them w a shuttlecock (imagine the shuttlecock movin by itself). w/i 15 mins, the fly moved half a court's distance. cool huh?

oh ya, bt tt friendly customer who asked my name n shook my hand, he was back on sat. tis tym round he asked if we sell umbrella... omg!! so, i brought him to ah kiam... and hussain settled him.. hmm..

( ='.'= ) Be GOoD! (>'''''<)Be HaPPY!( ' ; ') Be Loved!!( ' (oo) ' ) Be Strong!!( ' @ ' ) Stay cute!!!

Stefenie
21 with Class 3 driving license^^
26 August 1988
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to live life to e fullest
to love my family, bf, friends evenMORE x3 :)
to kick dear's bad habit
to brush up on parking skills
to graduate and find a good job

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